Feeling extremely blue this morning. I noticed I have had a tendency throughout my life to become very insecure about my work, whether it is actual work work at my job or my “other” work which is teaching, speaking, writing about spirituality. I feel I have a certain degree of confidence in both, but what inevitably happens is that I feel I am not getting enough Kudos, or Gratitude or that other people whose work is not as good as mine is getting recognition, while I am not. I find myself becoming resentful and jealous and bitter. This has just served to make me feel incredibly sad this morning.